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2006-12-23T03:40:00.000+08:00

alright im back in singapore!

get to meet up wid some of my frens today
feels great.

i don't know why im behaving like this nowadays
as in i don't really go open up to people unless they initiate it first
right im cool in a way
but not the good way, i think
but true enough
i have always been like this for the past couple of years
till i opened up myself to the gaming world this recent year
now im back to my old shape
dao dao and dao as they said
but its just me and im not acting or so whatever
and i felt kinda bad when i behaved this way too
when i saw the gal that i loved
hope you guys would understand
cause im like that by nature

i hate it when i treated her this way too
but i wouldnt wan to say much where there are so other fellows around.
i preferred this kinda thing to be private
theres no need for you show about anyway.
but if you ask if i still have any affections for her
i got no reason to deny about this
cause the fact as it is
i think i still like her
when the thoughts about her always linger when im away or when shes not wid me.
and i ain't kidding
cause i really miss her when im spending my time away in aus.

sometimes i wish i could just erase everything off and be to my oldself again.
but reality forbids my decision
cause i know it ain't easy and i can't

maybe they are right
i didn't cherish her enough
like the same to other parties in my life before.

but one thing you need to know
i didn't mean any harm to you
not in the past, not now, and not in the near future
cause i really love you.

can you feel it?

2006-12-22T00:42:00.000+08:00

alright! its my last night here in brisbane

as usual had a chat wid my aunt today
and one of her quotes kept me thinking
" bad boys are always more appealing "

seriously, how do you actually gauge a person if he is good or bad.
from his actions or appearance. no?

hahaha whatever it is.
i like the way i am now and i think i'm cool.
that's all that matters.

sometimes over-interference in other people's business might not be a good thing afterall
cause you will tend to probe even further
and in the end when you learnt the truth
you will only get yourself more upset. right?
so as i always say
WHY BOTHER? haha.

i mean, you can bother
but bother only at the right time.

k whatever. im coming back to sg soon! miss you mom&dad. and someone too.

2006-12-21T01:52:00.000+08:00

guess i will be back soon.
its summer over here now
and the air is always cooling
like some free air conditioner flow fuck shit or something

eager to see you guys again in sg.
god bless.

2006-12-17T00:15:00.000+08:00

went to south bank beach today
heard from my aunt its a man-made beach
but the place is really cool
with nice clear water and fine sand
thumbs up compared to the coast back in sg hahaha

cant wait to try out gold coast
i had been talking about it during dinner
and my aunt promised to bring me there tomorrow! :D

well for those who don't know
South Bank is one of the central business district area in Brisbane
which comprises of city buildings and shops
just like Orchard road in singapore

had a quick shop at stanley street
but didn't took long
cause the transport terminates kinda early over here
and its some distance away from my aunt's apartment
which is based in queensland ( i mentioned the address in my blog's post earlier on )

everything here seems so complete
the ambience is nice
the people is nice
the food is nice
but something is lacking
some fun with friends which i can't achieve over here
im getting abit sick.
sick of missing you. sick of missing her. sick of missing everyone.

i cant wait to return but i cant bear to part either. fuck this shit.

2006-12-14T22:53:00.000+08:00

been shopping some outlets for chocolates today
but not a single one caught my eye
promise to get it for someone
before i arrive back in singapore
so i expected it to be abit more special :D

not to mention
i will be back in singapore on the 22nd
arrival time would be 735
as usual i will be taking qantas airway for my return
so peeps come check me out if you're free!

anyway had a great talk with my aunt today
figured out some thoughts too

i guess, theres no need for us to dwell on the past
because its good to look forward at times
and just let nature takes its course :)

im sorry.
sometimes i act as if i don't care about you at all
but actually i do.
i didn't mean to be cool
but just that i don't know how to express myself well at times.
maybe im just too cool for my own good.

i am the way i am. and i like you the way you are. understand?

2006-12-13T21:55:00.000+08:00

its close to 12am now
i had a great day today, i guess
time flew kinda swift
even thought the things i did today was minimal but at least they are all meaningful
i must say i had alot of fun wid my relatives

my morning was greeted wid a kiss by my cousins
so sweet
its hard to find ppl making kissing greetings in sg nowadays

had a sumptuous breakfast
before my aunt drove us to the supermarket to stock up food for the week
spent some time at the farm wid my cousins too
before heading back home to prepare for dinner

the life here is simple, but isnt that suppose to be the way?

2006-12-13T01:23:00.000+08:00

finally after a pretty long 8 hours flight, still suffering from mild jetlag and some tiredness
i had my foot set on brisbane
its almost 9am now in the morning
and i cant sleep
so here i am using my aunt's desktop to blog

nothing unusual at the countryside
just that its much more quiet and peaceful over here
and my aunt got a great backyard behind her apartment
i think i like it alot
cuz the scenery from there is just too captivating
breathing in the fresh air and the sight of morning mist
simply makes me feel so relax man

not to mention
my cute little cousins (yuma and mia) are still asleep
cant wait to eat breakfast wid them
and take a view at their daily routine

well its my first day here
so perhaps i will update more about my daily recounts
when i get to interact with my aunt's family again later

oh ya by the way
my aunt's apartment address is
52/35 miawela str norman park queensland 4170 australia
rather cool huh
might be great if some peeps drop by here right now to pay me a visit
hahaha

2006-12-12T15:23:00.000+08:00

its absurd
i don't know how im feeling and why im feeling like this too

in few hours time
i will be leaving to aus soon too
knowing that your loved one had just flew away few hours before you
what would you do

and too much of a coincidence
she is also leaving for aus on the same day as me
but just that we are in diff states
Melbourne and Brisbane
oh my...

sometimes the chemistry is so strong that i can barely stop myself from thinking or miss her
and i wonder if she feels the same way too

reading her blog once in a while is refreshing
to know how her life is going on and so
but i wonder if its good or bad
cause when i chanced upon some events or recounts
i felt weird
sometimes i think
is she mentioning about me the one she is refering to?

anyway shes already gone, probably on the clouds now
and in a while
i will be doing the same thing too
but the fact is
i really MISS her! her smile... her kiss... her everything.

2006-12-05T15:05:00.000+08:00

arghhhhhh! i don't know why im blogging again
i hate it cause i think it sucks
said like earlier on
those who know you know
hahaha but guess theres nothing i can do
since im rotting at home again

been shopping quite alot lately wid my dearest mom
bought some button tees and berms
and also back to some regular stunt bike actions
since gaming had stopped being part of my life
taking part in compies just for the sake of friendship

on another note
i will be spending my time alone in singapore from this thurs to sun
my family are going to genting highland
and fug shit fug shit
theres no one to cook and wash my clothes for me again booo!

guess i might be away to Brisbane for quite some time next week or so
think theres pros and cons
hahaha but nevermind
life in singapore is lifeless anyway :D

2006-11-25T04:12:00.000+08:00

its late
i cant sleep
wid all the troubles in my head
sitting by the window
unwind myself by listening to some songs
do calm me down emotionally and make me feel better

its my own trouble
i wouldnt wan people to worry for me
its not necessary
im just abit disappointed for now thats all
sometimes the more i brood over it
i cant help it but just close to tears
i would try to cry out my emotions like other normal people does
once and for all
but i know who i am
cause im born wid almost no tears
i cant weep for fuck sake
no matter how hard i have tried
those who know you know

abit of concern from you is what it takes
to give me that sufficient warmth i had been missing
appreciated <3

夜里传来雨的声音　轻轻拨动心的旋律情不自禁想起你　那些甜蜜的回忆　总是不小心就淋湿了我的眼睛爱情需要一些呼吸　偶尔保持一点距离回到朋友的关系　任你自由的来去　从此想念你只能放在我心里

你还爱我吗　一直好想问你这句话　却又怕　听到你真实的回答你还爱我吗　为何你总是不说话　眼看我为爱不爱挣扎　你爱我吗

好久没有你的消息　心里还惦记着你在这冷冷的夜里　感觉那么的熟悉　好想再见你想听听你的声音

感情的路总让人好无助　我会学着面对独处给深爱的你祝福

你还爱我吗　我一直好想问你这句话　却又怕　听到你真实的回答你还爱我吗　这是我唯一的牵挂　不管你会有什么回答我会一直等你　你还爱我吗

2006-11-25T02:09:00.000+08:00

dun anger me for nuts and fool around wid me
i warn you all first
im in a hella mood

i know whats done cannot be undone
just cant digest the fact yet
its just too sudden

no one would feel good when one lost his precious or valuables
whats more its a 3k lappy
yes all i need is purely concern now
but who can give?

yes i have soul mates to turn to or recount with
but i still will be down when im alone
when the thought of this unfortunate shit strucks me
it irks me alot alot

its ok
im used to being lonely and been living like this for a long time alr
doesnt matter
just carry on wid my life like they say

no woes no happiness
god damn true
can i hold you again in my arms and hug you just like yesterday

2006-11-23T14:33:00.000+08:00

these few days had been rather happening
wid my bros and click back
we had been doing meaningful and nice stuffs
endless fun i would say
combed down almost every part of town
to search for jobs wid them and did piercings together
daniel had one on his eyebrows
sean had another on his lips
and i had another one on my ear
lucky for them they found a job at gramophone

anyway im hook to hard metal rock songs now
addicted to manowar, panic at the disco!,chemical romance,iron maiden,evanescence(newest album) and such
these songs really got nice lyrics in it which are powerful yet motivational

and somehow i think my dad just struck it rich hahaha!
hes been getting all sorts of expensive stuffs for my family
not to mention he bought a car too (bmw series)
cant wait to pass my license so i can roam wid it in the near future hahaha
its nice in a way but hes way too spendthrift
just like me! as they say like father like son
its so damn true

on another nice note
things had been going fairly well for me in every affairs
studies,family ties,relationship,frens
maybe my attitude towards life now has changed
sometimes caring over too much towards certain issue might not be good
so why bother?
just leave it as it is and take things as it comes
hahaha some things are just meant to be destined

and yes i still love her
very very much =)

manowar - heart of steel
(chorus)
stand and fight
live by your heart
always one more try
im not afraid to die
stand and fight
say what you feel
born wid a heart of steel

2006-11-22T11:02:00.000+08:00

well like it or not
its just me and the way i am
i never like to conceal my feelings
when i feel like doing something i just do it
no point keeping to yourself and not letting the other party know how you feel yea
its suffering and irritating!

and my goodness
my dad gave me a Tag Heuer watch worth value 2k++
but im not really prepared for it
i dont think it suits me yet
in image and age wise
so i guess keeping it in my safebox would be good for now hahaha

i miss you babe <3

2006-11-20T12:44:00.000+08:00

im feeling damn cranky
i had no idea why im feeling this way also

it pains me too when i see that you are hurt
sometimes i wish i could just stand there and lend you my shoulder
or just be right beside and console you

there are some doubts that i have and will never question you
cause i know you must have certain reasons for it
i still trust you and believe in whatever you do

to others i might have changed
but its just only behaviour and physical wise
the thinking and mentality are still stagnant
tell me what should i do to gain your trust and love in me

anyway i figured it out
by matter of fact its still your own choice own decision
i mean if 'thats' what you really wan
then just go ahead with it
i dont really have the right to stop you anyway
but whatever it is i wont blame you or hate you or sowhatever
cause deep in my heart
im really fond of you

comments outside and whatever stuffs i heard from others thats related to you
i have no opinions
be it good or bad
cause i dun really have the right to judge
its no point having sour grapes or what
cause why care about what other people say
if so i will be damn busy yea
so what i believe in one sentence till date is
'"you definitely cannot please everybody"
so why bother

every now and then you are still wandering on my mind
i just cant seem to forget you and wipe you off

knowing you will be away for quite some time for the next few weeks
i feel some emptiness strolling into me draining me day by day
and hours by hours
i wish i could have a chance
to sit down and chat wid you again
heart to heart
like the past

i miss you

SunDay

2006-11-19T22:42:00.000+08:00

Yea! finally fallen sick. Got class lectures and tutorials early in the morning. haiz. gonna lack sleep again! Something's lacking. there's tat emptiness.

Vivo is a nice place. just tat it's F.U.C.K.I.N.G crowded. Like literally suffocating. but the shopping part. there's really nice stuff! okok so here's the deal. ELAINE U'RE FUCKING SWAY!everytime go out with u sure cannot hire a cab. zzz. and for goodness sake finish ur food! 3 years alr and u still havent change. still sharing food with me. I tink u can call me ah pa soon alr. -.- RAH!

Need sleep!!

Sorry babe. I nv meant to upset u. Nv did with my words nor my actions. But somehow i seem to always nv fail in doing so.

Evanescence is the darkest of all.

(My immortal lyrics)
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

thats just me you know

2006-11-16T20:53:00.000+08:00

im not trying to be cool harsh impatient or so whatever
cuz i believe time will show and reveal what i really mean one day

im just trying to be nice patient and friendly for now thats all
i will just be myself
trust me i will prove to you my worth and that i still care alot for you
what you had been explaining to me are simply just excuses
and some were even bad ones
to me i dun see they are reasons at all
i have never and will never hate you for who you are
to reminisce and think about it
i simply don't see whats so selfish about you
all i know is im happy wid you? and tts all i care and concern about

believe me i still love you and much more than before <3

It’s undeniable that we should be together
It’s unbelievable, how I used to say that I’d fall never
The basis is need to know
If you just don’t know how I feel
Then let me show you that now I’m for real
If all the things in time, time will reveal
Yeah

one, you’re like a dream come true
Two, just wanna be with you
Three, girl it’s plain to see
That you’re the only one for me and
Four, repeat steps one through three
Five, make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done
Then I’ll start back at one

It’s so incredible, the way things work themselves out
And all emotional, once you know what it’s all about, hey
And undesirable, for us to be apart
I never would’ve made it very far
'cause you know you got the keys to my heart

Say farewell to the dark of night
I see the coming of the sun
I feel like a little child, whose life has just begun
You came and breathed new life into this lonely heart of mine
You threw out the life line
Just in the nick of time

yet another TipSy TuesDay

2006-11-14T21:13:00.000+08:00

as usual attended school today but this time i was in a frail condition
still recovering from fever and cough but im feeling much way better alr

frens and buddies had been seeking me out
to join their respective teams for a dota competition held in my school this upcoming week
fact as it is
im not into that shit
i turned all of them down
i wouldnt want to miss my classes and neglect my studies for this
besides im not very uptight with dota nowadays. not competitive

games games games
theres more to it than games in our life please
seriously what do you gain? professionalism and fame?
screw you and cut that bullshit
sometimes i wonder
gaming couldnt earn you a fucking future
gaming couldnt give you a stable life down the road in a few years time
gaming couldnt feed you and your poor little kids
so stop when you should and set your priorities right

miss you shan.

i'll be your strength,
i'll give you hope,
keeping your faith when it's gone
the one you should call,
is standing here all alone...
and i will take you in my arms
and hold you right where you belong
till the day my life is through
everyword i say is true, this i promise you

MonDay November the 13th

2006-11-13T22:05:00.000+08:00

im dead tired. ARGH..!! gonna fall sick soon.

been attending all my classes since the first day of school.
proud to say i didnt miss any till moment,so far so good wid 100% conduct.
to some nerd fucks there this might seem mediocre to you
i would think its a compliment man.
just open your eyes and take a fucking look or glimpse at the poly students in Singapore nowadays.
skipping lessons has already become part of every student's assets.

glad that i made the correct move this time round cos results have proven it to be true
been getting A and B+ grades for various modules for my continuous assessment.
feeling the satisfaction once again since secondary school old days

anyway, somehow i guess joy doesnt exist in my dictionary for now.
i cant explain why i felt this way but i guess i know what it is.

some things are just not meant to be.
if its yours its yours
if its not then its not
dun blame on any fucking thing that you find around you
just blame yourself

Sorry if i ever said anything to upset u or done things u din like.
But if u ask me "would u still love me in the morning?"
I'll answer u "forever and ever babe"

ThursDay November 2

2006-11-02T16:02:00.000+08:00

I'm going back to sleep. and for some reason or another all my frenz r like turning into fucking gays and spammers.

so let me say this again.I get wat u're saying so juz say it once! and stop gaying with me! i dun bend tat way!

This world is realistic.
Nothing but materialistic.
Everything is plastic.
Ain't it just fantastic?

grrr!!!

2006-11-01T12:11:00.000+08:00

Mayb i'm really done to one last breath. To do this all. Crying out to heaven to save me. So let me say. I'm sick of all this shit. Sick of these fucking paper. Sick of missing every1. Sick of this fucking country. Sick of u. Sick of me. So please come hold me now. I might be six feet from the edge but it feels like i'm six feet over the edge. Each min drains me more mentally, physically and emotionally.

How it feels to be so helpless. I knoe it all. So much u wan to do yet u cant do. Y r we all tied down by responsibilities tat hurt us? Don't we all only live once? Tat's y it makes life so valuable and wonderful. So y arent we living it the way we wan to all the time? 9-5 jobs, school, all the unworthy desires like money, pointless waste of time like infatuations, tied down by all these liabilities. God save tis world. People shld start breaking out of their fucking nutshells and think. Every1 is juz following a system right now. What diff r they from robots then? Am i the only 1 thinking straight?! But wtf am i doing then? Thinking straight yet i haf to follow tis fucked up trend to survive. Fuck our ancestors. Who said the current way every1 is living is the right way to go about tis?

I should be like king. And every1 follow me. Coz i'm the right way as to how to lead our lives.

TipSy TuesDay

2006-10-25T10:35:00.000+08:00

ActUally i never agree blogging cause it sucks! those who knows me, u know..

i am too sick that i am stucked at home and my game server is down! drinking cough syrup makes me tipsy and drowsy and its good! woo~ hmm... in life, there is more to it than it seems. but the real thing is, it sucks! today is yet another stupid day cause i wasted it by staying at home on a public holiday! cause i am sick!!!~~ ArGghHhh!! i wish to be well soon!!!!!!

big ups ...

2006-10-04T00:50:00.000+08:00

fun fun fun
its still all about FUN
was up for some nice things again
enjoy all the shit i wan
no regrets

big ups to boonpeng and some other friends hahahaha
a muthafucker

thrilling ...

2006-10-02T01:32:00.000+08:00

wats up
k i am back
been into alot of shit recently
good and bad of course
gained alot of wisdom too
i can do whatever shit i like
but i know whats my priorities are
and my aim 5 or 10 years down the road
its good to have a goal for the long run really
and always be responsible for all my actions
just be sure to do the right thing at the right time
k enough about the enlightenment
so not to mention
the damn good fun i had days ago
so here it is
a nice thrilling stunt biking session in the morning
a great pooling session at pool fusion
and a nice ktv cuppage night in the house
as they say a picture say a thousand words
so i gonna do the same here
and throw in several pictures
does it mean alot alot of thousand words?? hahahahaha

i am all high
thats right its me ...

the gang

big up to fez here hahaha

call him maki
hes the man cheers

holla D and merv

not to forget
been up for a gathering with family recently
hey i am just a normal guy here too you cunts
i know what family ties are do ya??

do i look good ? hahaha
i swear i am not being vain here
some other deek took it for me ...

2006-09-28T01:34:00.000+08:00

oh yea good times again
big up to y`all man
i was happy and we all had a nice time wid those shit today
nice popping over and hanging out
its some fun i swear we are missing out
and now we are moving in action again
either way i still fucking love it
been great touching up wid you too jocelyn
spicy funky crazy as ever
the good thing is we are still clicking hahahaha
big upsssssssss and no doubt you are still missed
holla at you guys

its my content ...

2006-09-27T02:36:00.000+08:00

i am just trying to be patient friendly and nice
to you for now
you are fuming yes i know
but you know what
i am fuming too
i even kept it to myself for days
you never know the reason
or rather i have never want to say
since i know its gonna affect you in a way
during your crucial examination period
but im still willing to lay abit of pride
and give in for my part
i can choose to keep my seh there
but i chose to handle it the mature way
really hope you understand
yes you are stressful now at this period
but hey i am always there to show care and concern
i aint trying to sound like a bitch
but just needa let you know whut i really feel
hope you cool down soon i really wanna get back to you

time for a change ...

2006-09-25T22:44:00.000+08:00

here it is
i got my hands on a mobile gadget the 3G w700i
it has a nifty camera with it and also good memory sticks
check deez out and salivate
some hot shit ??? yes or no you decide
its mediocre compare to other similar or even more exclusive designs
in this rampant growth of technology generation nowadays
but who fuck cares
i am happy and still breathing here
enjoying the accessible functions
so fuck you
no not you the regular reader mad love to ya
but you the sucker who come here wid hate in ya eyes
save your complain and dont even comment

it speaks for itself ...

hotKEYS

i dont know where the hell this come from but it is hot
i dont know where the hell else you can get it from also
so ummm dont ask me but thank you have fun
this is some crazy nice limited shit entity

heres the deal
if you get it you do if you dont then you dont

MICKEY IS A FOOL

is mickey a fool or a hero
who ever knows but millions still love him
but does anyone kno how does mickey feel ???

STASH FUTURA AIR FORCE ONE

attention giddy up kiddies
i am sneakerhead and this is one that has caught my eye
i think this is one mean sneaker
this shoe is a instant classic using nice materials and also super cool
one side of the shoe carries the stitching of STASH and his artwork lasered on the shoe panel
one side of the shoe carries the stitching of FUTURA and his artwork lasered on the shoe panel
the material is beautiful and the design is sleek and nice

here is a pic and sneak peek of whut is to come

stay hyped .... hahahahahaha

one nice night ...

2006-09-24T23:14:00.000+08:00

here i go
i once thought clubbing is for lost souls to dwell on
but i got to confess not anymore
nights ago we popped over to clarke quay to celebrate a bday bash
and its in the ghetto
big up to BJ and D for throwing a largely successful party
aint no lie we rocked ourselves up the club MOS
in a room where it holds hundred of people
i was happy and we all did our thing
all good shit cause we went fast and we went hard
either way i fucking love it and i suggest you try it too hahahaha
its some fun that i swear ya missing out
but still whatever happened in the club shall stay in there

in the meantime
check deez credits out and peepz some of my friends out ...

not to mention
i dont know whut the fuck happened to me
i admit i was in a cranky foul mood
earlier on before the party
its time i got to let go
let go of how i feel and how i think
dont get me wrong you hoes
i aint being bitch
but just wanna voice out here and get the job done
so this is it

initially i had a short controversy with her
i mean in a good and funny way
not those verbal disputes and on
yeah so when i decided to look her up
without any clues in the first place
ahem i just got abit pissed
pissed not becuz of seeing any awful stuffs
but just cant figure certain things out
why would she need to hide or maybe not
but not telling me in the first place instead
that feeling pretty sucks
when you discovered the truth yaself
with other stuffs together
thats when you go into a question mark condition
and worked the puzzles out foolishly for a solution
you see i am not being sensitive
wid my words here it might seem that way
but just that i hate
to be keep in the dark sometimes
i got my pride too ya see
yeah on a nice note
things worked out well in the end
so you tom dick and harry
betta dun probe into it
ask me how this and that
why here and there
dont be silly and make me angry
if ya have a brain

in whatever way
she is my gal from the start
and her name is shan
she is a pretty girl and
she is my lady S
however you call it shes the babe
i love her

WUDDUPPPP ...

reality check ...

2006-09-20T22:49:00.000+08:00

here is the lowdown
today i had a meeting with the directors
most of the time
all i do was listening whilst they spoke
i aint trying to act mute
just that the shit they shit is the same old thing
yeah but in the end
i made my stand pretty clear to them
i gonna zeal for it with my real heart from now on
in front of many more other mofos i dont care
aint no another stupid promise
this time i am big big serious
not to mention
my mom wept abit
out of control i know
and i cant do a thing about it
that moment struck me real hard
yeah i am sad
but i guess it is the start of a new beginning as well
big sorry momma

if you dumbfucks still dont get it
then just dont
dont piss me off and shake ya arse off
you wont like me when i am angry trust me on this one
no one knows the underlying tones
you really cant fuck wid the future so please stop
i am being nice here
holla who say so
clement does ........

check this out ...

2006-09-19T13:01:00.000+08:00

JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE FUTURE SEX LOVE SOUNDS

yeah you bet the only thing i can turn to
is music to vibe to during work
so here it is
whole brand new rendition
some mad shit that i really love

yea yea i know a member of a boy band
but why the fuck am i listening
cuz it is fire
a more mature and more confident justin steps back into the scene
this album got mad tight production and mad nice singing wid a mad nice sexy boy
his last album had some dope production and this one got the same
but i prefer this album more
this would have to be number 2 on my list now
but still definitely worth buying
hey this is no paid promotion
this is real from my heart
holla at J and pick up the album

yell at me all you want but when his tour comes to ya town
and you buy a ticket
then kick yaself in the ass and don't come back to my blog
and praise checkorwreck.com

family love unveiled ...

2006-09-18T18:39:00.000+08:00

aint nothing in the world like family or loved ones
sometimes they make u cry sometimes they make u wanna die
sometimes they make u smile sometimes they make u go the extra mile
but to me BLOOD is still thicker than water

sad to say after a chunk of unhappy events
they are still the ones who stand by me
and wake me up from my stupid ideas
to some fagnuts out there
y`all might think this is some kiddy shit
but let me tell ya
sooner or later
this shit is gonna get into your head for real

after several days of reflections
i decided to step back on the right track
big up to my family and shan's encouragement
now i can lift my head up high again
look down on you cunts
and dare ya what i really want
so stop being a bastard
and come back to reality
time to reminisce slowly
those letdowns ya gave again and again
yeah don't be stubborn
chiggity check yaself before you wriggidity wreck yaself

and no i am not mad
i just want to voice out to y`all how my life is
and how it moves along
so hey if you are one big singaporean DOG bastard
who read this with hatred in your eyes yes you
yeah i said it here imma quote eminem here for all you bitches

"well you can suck my dick if you dun like my shit
cause i was high when i wrote this so suck my dick"

bing bang boom